24 December 2010

Sleepless Nights.

Ana Somina

This is an amazing site! Asides from the pure genius of the idea the artwork and drawing is so brilliant but still child like. It really does emulate those peaceful explorative dreams. Each time you dream, something new happens.








When you upon a star.


I found this here: http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/image/1002/launch_vernacotola.jpg

A truly amazing picture.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/25541021@N00/4029557427/sizes/o/




If only it was this simple.

23 December 2010

Sitting watching the Dr Who special episode of Never Mind The Buzzcocks, promoted this ever present topic to come to the front of my mind again. Who is Dr Who? His name isn't as many beleave Dr Who, but it is The Dr. But i ask, who is he? A highly intelligent man, an explorer of times and lands. With eleven incarnation, each actor has brought something different to The Dr, and in turn you could say made him something different? But surely he is the same man- that ever intelligent explorer?

That lead me to the question- Who am i?

Is it simply, genetics, employment, etc. Or something from a different aspect. Why am i here? What is my purpose? How has nature and nurture influenced me? Is the concept of the past life something i should consider here?

All of these are things i have been thinking about recently, and i am afraid to say i don't feel i have come any closer to finding the answers.

I know my name, i know i have two sisters, i know my mum, step father, father, grandparents and so on. I know the history of my family. I know where i live and why. I know i am a student.

I know what my physical qualities are. 5'5, red hair, blue eyes, and so on. These things are certain.

I know my personal qualities, well at least i am able to recognise some of them (some i choose to ignore and other i am certainly ignorant to - but these is a whole new topic).

I know what i enjoy, i know what i love. Music, Food, Travel, Culture. All massively important things that have shaped my live particularly in the last 3 years. My passions.

I know my ambitions and hopes. I know what my beliefs and opinions are.

But what really counts? What are the things that make me, me? Which carry more weighting than the others? What parts havent i thought about? Does it perhaps depend on the situation i am in?

What is my purpose here on earth?

What am i ment to do?